One reason I come back to blogging here and there is because I keep thinking what if I can make a break through and become "someone" online. I don't even think that I want that, or could effectively do that, but it's always there. What if someone read what I wrote and liked it? What if they saw what I did and it inspired them? The thing is, I don't know how to do that other than putting some words to a blank screen and maybe someone will happen upon on the internet.
In college I had a live journal that was much more open/shared. I even had a few folks that were strangers follow and post with me. It was neat and a part of me tries to get that back each time I try this. But the thing is, I still keep this part of me hidden. It's not out on my social media, it's not something that I put my name to. To take that leap, I think I need to show me, but I'm not entirely sure I want to do that.
What is this all leading to? Not much, for sure, expect a little bit of honestly that I'm trying to be more here, while still remaining less.
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